i am sick of failed attempts at work politics. some is to be expected, it can even be entertaining, a game to be played - i am sick of people trying to fuck with me, for unknown reasons, and failing so horrible. i am sick of people making obvious what should be all subtext and i am sick of people even trying at things they have failed at so many times its become embarrassing for me to even watch.
i am sick of having to respond to people questioning my decisions because i'm the consummate professional - when their attacks completely miss the point of the decision, and have the vocabulary of a 12 year old.
i am sick of schooling the same people, over and over, who should have learned by know that they cant go head to head with me - because you should know by now i dont open myself up to critique unless im RIGHT. a stronger speaker, a stronger writer, a better researcher, and even if you caught me in something, i'd handle it so well you looked the asshole for bring it up. I AM SMARTER, FASTER, YOUNGER AND BETTER AT THIS THAN YOU.
i'm sick of composing every communication in such a way, that i spend hours agonizing over word choice, considering connotations and implied meanings, personal interpretation and written voice, and that terrible text problem: how sometimes tone gets lost - and getting responses that are both ignorant, pandering, and straight up stupid.
i am tired of conspiratorial statements and conciliatory looks from other people - "sorry you have to put up with this", "i support you, he was wrong" or "he shouldn't have used that tone/word choice with you".
i am sick of all of management being copied on these petty squabbles i have to respond to. im sick of educating you on how to do your job at all, and especially in front of an audience.
i am sick of trying to make concessions, trying to resolve the apparent antagonism, agonizing even more over word choices to prevent said antangonism because i would rather we all just get along - not because i like you, or respect you, but because it reflects on my ability to do my job... having enemies, especially well connected ones, isnt good for business.
i am sick of approaching you after these spats to find out why they started, offer apologies and peace accords, attempt new tactics and listen to your bs excuses for how you didnt mean it that way. if you truly didnt, then your vocabulary and grasp of language is so rudimentary they shouldnt give you access to email. i am sick of trying to understand you, understand why i piss you off, and coming to the only conclusions i can (with your contradictory words and actions), the only "why" that makes sense after analyzing what sets you off... sick of coming to the conclusion that you dont respect me, think i'm pompous - elitist about my education (a joke, as what does a university drop out have to brag about) - sick of your fucking insecurity, deeply inappropriate for a 40 something professional male. SICK OF DEALING WITH A PROFESSIONAL AND SUPPOSED EQUAL WHO BEHAVES LIKE A TWEEN GIRL, SICK OF FUCKING TAKING CARE OF YOU AND GETTING NOTHING BUT GRIEF IN RETURN. there's a reason i'm not friends with people like you. i am sick of you baiting me so obviously, in front of everyone, and sick of "not sinking to your level" - i am sick of showing you courtesy.
And mostly, i am sick of having to fucking school you in front of everyone. Havent you realized yet, not to fuck with me? HAVENT YOU REALIZED YOU CANT FUCK WITH ME? STOP WASTING MY FUCKING TIME. if you dont figure it out soon, i will eventually give in to the baiting - and i'll fucking destroy you to make my point.
i am sick of people making things difficult, when they dont have to be. i'm sick of work, and being a professional, and being an adult.
wow am I really the last person to post on this? LOL!
I need new friends so badly.
my best friend, or who i thought was my best friend, shes accusing me of lying, because i had to cancle plans. I'm like wow. this hapens way to much, she accuses me, she puts me down, she makes me the badguy in fights. she says whatever to me a lot, and that makes me SO angry.
shes just a striaght-up bitch.
so i need her to just get over herself, and i'm going to drop her as a friend.
This seems like a pessimistic community, but It serves a good purpose. ;)
1. I'm PMSing like a bitch, and I'm having a shitty ass day.
Its one of those days where i am not motivated to do ANYTHING. but want to do EVERYTHING!
I want to veg out, but my mom won't get me food and shes going to the store! This is when i beat myself up for not getting my license.
2. It's one of those days where no one replies your e-mails, or Texts...
3. My best friends giving me attitude and I'm NOT in the mood for it.
my exboyfriend is one of my close friends but unfortunately his current girlfriend is a psyco bitch who snaps when anyone says my name.
its thanksgiving week and im home alone because i have to work, but my family and my boyfriends family is away at our cottages. so clearly im in panic mode cuz i miss everyone.
ANYWAYS, i just wanted to chill with my ex cuz its been a while and i really only see him at school. he said he would come over. HE IS NOT OVER RIGHT NOW.
here's what happened:
HIM- "i got arrested, i have a court date and now im going home to tell my parents so i dunno if i can come over tomorrow"
ME: "im almost done work, are you still coming over?"
HIM: "i dont have the car."
ME: (jokingly) "ohhh waittt, so you;re going to bus over and walk with me home? you're so nice :)"
HIM: "wait, i feel really sick."
ME: "whats wrong?"
ME: "waitt, maybe you should just tell the truth."
that was five oclock and we havent talked since, because he never replied and im sure as hell not texting him anymore because im not letting him know he hurt me.
geh im new. *hi* my boyfriend is a fuck. he has no job, no interest in *getting* a job. He forgot we were meeting up tonight for dinner. I waited for about an hour and a half. rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr stupid male!!
Sorry for bugging you all yesterday. False alarm & disturbance: my camera is , in fact, not, dead!
I had just replaced the dead batteries with an un-recharged pack which I'd thought were recharged, falsely. SORRY!
CAMERA BROKE AGAIN!!!!
It cropped about 10000 pictures in 2 years that I've had it. Funny pictures, stupid pictures, mostly school-related pictures, tourist oh yes tourist pictures family pictures friends pictures experimental pictures...
It's battery compartment door broke once before -costing me a lot of money- and here it goes again...
This time it's loosing contact somehow and won't stay on.
By a bigger accident, I didn't realize it was broken untill my mom asked for it an hour ago, to take pictures of something from her work. An hour of speach hearing ensued. Which I'm a little used to by now. Untill a year ago she was never like that, but I guess I've been pushing my limits for too long not to have any
I just feel crappy for the camera. Dont die camera, I'll put more money in you, just dont drop dead!! Never mind that I dont remember hiting you or harming you in any way, never mind the plans I had for the little money I've got to my name...
I call internet-bullshit on msn-today and their moronic untrue articles such as these.
The shannanigans tollerance sure fades away on vacation.
when it is your turn to walk around and answer questions DO IT!!! do not wander aimlessly letting people come and interrupt me (who has been working since 5am answering questions.) do not sit at your desk and read every worthless piece of email that comes to you. do not point at me and say "go ask blah blah" i have done my share for the day. i have other things to do than to cover your ass. so when we have meetings don't point the finger at everyone else. you are your own worst problem. we all hate you. we all know that you don't work. we all want you to go away.
dear corporate team leader,
just because you make $3.00 an hour more than me does not mean that you are more important. it means that if one of your associates asks you a question you should answer it. you get paid more you should work more. and everyone else hates you too.
dear office in Mauritius,
I AM NOT TECH. I cannot fix your ADT issues, connectivity issues, or any other technical issue you have. now if you have an irate customer i can deal with them. anything else...go away.
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